"In a way, Brian felt as though he'd lost a part of himself. But that didn't make sense. Tommy *was* Brian. How could he explain that he felt inexplicably jealous of himself?"

***It's 2 a.m. here and I'm going to have to come back in the morning and re-read this paragraph....as it's not translating in my sleep-deprived brain. :lol ***

Brian feels like two people, Estella. Tommy Stone is another persona, a *much nicer* one than Maxwell Demon, but still a persona. He's still not totally sure who he really is.

Brian needs to get in touch with who he really is and realize that there are parts of Maxwell Demon *and* Tommy that are really *him*. They're not *all* of him, but they *are* parts of him, and he needs to *own* them.



~Silk

Resident Queen of Brian/Curt Slash




"The world is changed cause you are made of ivory and gold..."